me

Wei Leong is back.

2011-11-21T09:00:00.001-08:00

Its been a LONG while.

I aint back to proclaim my powers,
neither am i back to announce my problems.

All in all,
in words smaller than mice.
i want to tell the rest,
that chua wei leong is alive.

i aint telling the whole world about the castleman,
nor the crazy itunes.

Here and then,
I'm starting anew.

anew in my career,
anew in my thoughts,
anew in my feelings,
anew in my insecurity,
anew in my many many ways of shortcomings.

Afterall,
i'm only a human to err.

Last but not least,
my closure isn't much of a done yet.
i still pondering about now or april.

Let's see....

2010-06-13T06:07:00.000-07:00

insensitive humans being,

be it on religious issue

or even leadership,

so much for leading by example,

leaders of tomorrow.

2010-05-30T09:22:00.000-07:00

I laugh at your folly when you laugh at my mistake.

Life's simple pleasure.

At least this makes me happy.

2009-11-30T06:01:00.000-08:00

its suppose to be me.

but its okz..

the wait is soon.

the wait will be soon.

the wait will end very soon.

2009-10-13T10:11:00.000-07:00

make me proud,
make us worthwhile.

as we march on...

its always difficult to chain up my thoughts,

random things, at random place, in different time.

it might not be easy, but its never too hard to give up.
for i am a man of steel.
it might not be simple, but its never too crazy to surrender.
for i will "never let you down".
it might not be what you think it is,
but soon.
very soon.
the result shall unveil and show to the world.
for what i am make of..

i am wei leong.

2009-09-24T07:09:00.001-07:00

as i move on....

i need to stay focus.
for him
teach me all wise.
for her
my power when weak.
for hugs
my motivation when slow.
for pers hub
my line of termination.
for her
my teacher.
for him
my tiiiiigggeeerss.
for him
determined when down.
for her
navigate when lost.

for everyone who have being there to support and guide.
i vow not to let anyone down.
HERE i go.
a brand new journey.
too soon to comtemplate.
too early to say die.
for me and me
for him her it
i will move full steam ahead.

HERE WE GO~

2009-06-29T04:20:00.001-07:00

venting machine.

a dollar for a punch.
2 for a kick.
while the rest are history.

a moment of pleasure,
2 of a kind.
while 3 makes a crowd.

a kindle for love,
2 for a couple.
yet people still practice threesome.

a drop in the ocean,
in 2 great pacific.
while 3 of it makes a stain.

a folly to remember,
2day's the day.
while 3 blind mice staring at this entry.

a crap of thoughts
2 of this makes a handful.
while the 3 of them are still wondering....

"what the crap is this!"

2009-06-22T05:46:00.001-07:00

hugs are...

overrated by lust,

underrated by emotions.

2009-06-18T20:36:00.000-07:00

i am not that kind of person.

long stretch of journey ahead.
make me breathless,
make me aimless.
almost give me pain in the head.

long long time ago.
the journey was far from over,
far from sober.
that was long way more to go.

long long long time before you was born.
i could see a light, a hope.
and you were nothing but a float.
and that was just a wishing pond.

time passed and went away.
you are just crazy over her.
while i'm crazy over you.
by chance, i'm just gay.

!! haha

2009-05-30T06:46:00.000-07:00

Dream BIG.
beLIeVE it.

2009-03-18T07:19:00.000-07:00

surfing random.

too much free time.
random memoirs.

its all about living and passing.

passerby (s).

2009-02-14T21:08:00.000-08:00

i need not a pen or paper,
i need not a girl or women.
all i need is you and you alone.
all i need is you who,
makes my life beautiful.

i need not a pencil or canyon,
i need not a black or a blonde.
all i need is you and you alone.
all i need is you who,
makes my life colorful.

and all i need
is you and you alone,
for you and you alone,
makes my life worthwhile,
makes my life not alone.

and all i need
is you and you alone.
for you and you alone.
makes me complete,
makes me fond.

2008-12-11T02:34:00.000-08:00

its being ages!

1. POP loh! haha

2. amazing journey.

3. so much more, so little time.

4. my future.

-----

i love i love
once upon a time.

2008-09-27T22:14:00.000-07:00

silence.

it meant no harm,
it meant no fear.
it meant something more then words.

silence.

it hides my fear.
it hides my darkness.
it hides nothing but my kindness.

silence.
it highlights my strength.
it highlights my greatness.
it highlights my total courageous.

silence.

is when
i keep quiet.

2008-09-03T08:57:00.000-07:00

today...

i realised,

sometimes i need ..

to be bad,

to be good.

random that.

2008-08-24T09:27:00.000-07:00

original-

you are my big fa pig ( ha ha ha!)
and your name is wei leong ( and your name is wei leong)
and you like to talk cock with us , ( alamak!)
And we bear with it all. ( Kanasai!)
And we know it is your last camp.
So we sing this song to you. ( Keep it real.)
You are the best, the best we all had,
For the whole of this camp.

And we love you wei leong!

proudly presented by (Hwa Chong I)
ohh wells.... haha

2008-07-26T08:17:00.000-07:00

rusty....

my brain have turned rusty.
after all the brain juice squeeze.

poems out of the way,
nothing seems to be taking place.

i tried once,
i tried twice.
i tried so many a times,
i'm nothing more than wise.

pray hard for gowri,
she needs a busy bee.

pray hard for gowri,
she is a lazy bee.

pray hard for gowri,
she needs ...
a PRINCE CHARMING . KISS!!!

crap.. haha i know.

2008-07-20T00:44:00.000-07:00

i went on ...

chasing stars.

the impossibles.

2008-05-30T06:58:00.000-07:00

i am a pig.
i am a pig.

please help me.
please help me.

i am getting fat.
i am getting fat.

please scold me.
please scold me.

i need to exercise.
i need to exercise.

please remind me.
please remind me.

thanks.

2008-05-11T09:23:00.000-07:00

mothers are the best in the world.

1. they care for us

2. article shows they are worth 23k of monthly income,

lastly.
the point that they would do their best no matter what the papers says...

23k is worthless compare to they love and care.
and all they did was,

unconditional love.

2008-05-07T08:25:00.000-07:00

looking back all these days
i thank you for all the friendships made.

yesterday was part of the memories,
you are still, i hope, a best friend to me.

never-ending road is down ahead,
i hope all the best for the road ahead.

nevertheless, we will meet again,
somewhere, someplace, some fine day.

JIA YOU!
and i wish you all the best!
my past-great friend.

2008-04-26T00:00:00.000-07:00

My Totality.

Sharp Fatality,
i have lost on my agility.

Uncertain certainty,
i'm running out of creativity.

Fortunate calamity,
i had a blessed opportunity.

Crystallized serenity,
Happy, me and my Melody.

Happy 1 year...
Anniversary.

Smiles!:)

2008-03-24T06:23:00.000-07:00

a cup of tiramisu latte(hot).

if i'm not wrong,

3/4 of hot milk,
then drip 2 cm of chocolate syrup down the glass.
follow by 2 cm of milk foam on top.
gentlely pour 2 shot of expresso
and 1 shot of masala wine
top up with foam to beautify the whole drink.

there you go tiramisu latte.

2008-03-22T07:26:00.000-07:00

Wow, you are Pretty Darn Emo!

You may not cry all the time, or insist on black nail polish, but you still aren't fooling anyone. Even if you try to keep your emo tendencies under control, your studded belt buckle is still showing, and we're pretty sure we saw you doodling black hearts the other day.

Go ahead and deny it all you want, but it's pretty obvious. You have a heart and a sensitive side, and you put them both to good use. Maybe you don't look on the bright side quite often enough, though. Try to embrace the good things in life a little more — you'll see that the glass is actually half full!

by tickle.com

wow. this is DARN true haha

2008-03-19T07:02:00.000-07:00

3 long years,
time for a haul.
to whom, who, whose
make my 3 years worth
is worth a hug:)

MK0502 is amazing.
and it will be.

remember Ms Chiong's words.
we are unique.

M k MK!
We are MK,
We are one big family.
MK MK wo ai ni.

to many many. i wish to thank you.
to many many whom i don't talk anymore
i wish to thank you.
for the memories.

2008-01-24T06:53:00.000-08:00

the start was great,
the process was tiring,
nevertheless,
i felt that this!
equip me with wings.

miles to go,
meters to finishing line,
a whole new start
waiting for me to fly.

packed and ready,
almost to leave,
the further i go,
the more i see.
i hope when i get back,
its a brand new reality.

army. here i come,

or wait
there's still couple of months.
but i can't wait
for the army daze fun:)

2008-01-07T10:52:00.000-08:00

为什么不能爱我，爱的人.

its a tragic love story.

2008-01-02T07:04:00.000-08:00

after nights and days,
i have finally thought of my resolution.
"to end with a high note"

random that.

:)

2007-12-04T04:54:00.000-08:00

WELL

let us define GOSSIP!
= quoted from dictionary.com,
it means: idle talk or rumor, esp. about the personal or private affairs of others

and THAT! also means talking bad behind someone's back!

and seriously i think all of you should be reflecting on yourself.

one- you are ought to do TEP which means TEACHING ENTERPRISE PROGRAM at this convenience store and not to gossip.

two- and if you gossip, if your friends didn't teach you, i'm teaching you all. gossip is not to let the rest know. and its behind someone's back too. and well done! all of you gossip like in-front of everyone! and...... especially in front of someone who is closely related to the person all of you are talking about.

three- i know tep is free labour, that doesn't mean you are paying school fees to gossip about other students.

nice work. so please if you gossip. MIND THE CROWD. will you.

insensible fools.

2007-11-23T07:10:00.000-08:00

a train apart,

what was unlikely to be?
a train apart,
or never to start?

we were a train apart,
but when our eyes met,
we feel retard.

we were a train apart,
she promise that
she's not just a gallery art.

we were a train apart,
if he ever knew,
broken is his heart?

we were a train apart,
adamantly as i will,
i would still never bark.

we were a train apart,
i seriously think
this poem is so gonna suck!

ha!

2007-10-31T10:24:00.000-07:00

if i could take a new walk down,
if only i could find a new way out.
if i could have more to afford,
if elp yonly i could hou out.
if i could be alone,
if only i could know the way to help.
if i could just be rich,
if only i could clear your doubts.
if i could just be like him,
if only i could change situation with him.
if i could think of a way to help
but my sister thinks there's no way liao.
sister tell me its all about him and himself,
he's the only way for him to find his way out.

it leaves a deep impression of him to me.

-leong-

2007-10-21T07:02:00.000-07:00

as though i had being the follower.

when i had always being the scout,
while others are making my products proud.

as people snatch my label,
they took my gramble.
my fame is at zero,
proclaiming themselves as hero.

i could not offer more then what i see.
yet you grew far more then pretty.

ha! i'm not in agony,
i'm proud of my sight and my senses,
she's a Grade A after all.

- not to be known.-

to infinity and beyond.
towards a new sense of humor.
random thoughts.

2007-10-09T18:15:00.000-07:00

when people starts complaining. haha!

funny tenses.

imagine," you spend 5 hours of the whole 24 hours putting powder on your face"
the hard fact, " you'll never get prettier!"

imagine," you spend 5 hours of the whole 25 hours putting oil cream on your lips"
the hard fact," in a life time you had eaten more than a gallon of petrolium?"

imagine," you spend 5 hours of the whole 25 hours drawing black marks on your eyelids"
the hard fact," you will still have erase that black lines end of the day."

imagine," you spend 5 hours of the whole 24 hours praising you're pretty"
the hard fact, " you're still ugly."

so the rest of the 4 hours left, you will imagine about how you going to be a 'taitai'

HA! PS: i'm refering someone behind me :X haha

~+~

an overdue feelings,
as i came out a heart broken.
an overlapping serene,
as you came out eyes swollen.

finally i found out i'm helpless,
all i could hope was best for you.
all i could reminise the wound at east coast.
all i could hope was your wound to heal.

if in the first place. if you're hurt.

RT:")

2007-09-26T19:53:00.000-07:00

when i lost to expectations,
friends to limitations,
colleagues to assumptions.
of all i did not have any redemption.
its a sad situation.

Hey i'm back. finally i know!
:")

2007-09-04T07:16:00.000-07:00

back from MIA.

opps. i left out the C.
back from Ministry of Information, Communications and the Arts. HA!

2007-08-09T19:51:00.000-07:00

Ice Lemon Tea.

I hide in places you can't see,
far away from the laughing tease.
My tears flowing doesn't cease,
so much so,
i'm drowing in the 7 seas.
so much so,
i just need a ice lemon tea.
A Story untolds, unfolds, like a dream.
When she whisper 'I'll find you' in my ears deep.
"know me and you'll find me."
Save me from the trouble, i'm sailing.

there's RT, There's RS(Random Story.)
anyways i'm still lazy:P

2007-07-29T10:35:00.000-07:00

what makes me pissed.

in the end of the journey,
what shall i look at?
my achievements?
my success?

who will be the surviving soul?
i'll know.
i'm indifference.
i'm just me.

the last laugh.

2007-07-23T07:39:00.000-07:00

when bimbo(s) are so idiotic at times.

how could they survive this real world
when they just care about, make-up,
beauty, wealth,
and all unrelated stuff about personal improvements.

get off bimbos.

PS: did i mention about 'pimpo'(s) too?

2007-07-19T08:53:00.000-07:00

and i step ahead a new journey.

for once, i felt like newborn,
pampered by love, care.
for once, i felt like airborne,
designed by your concern, and flair.

for twice, i had myself at the starting point.
so much of a surprise,
so much of a spinning dice.
for twice, i had myself at my boiling point,
so much of angst,
so much of dust.

yet.
for so many times,
i had us.
so much of so much,
i needn't more to say.
so much of too much,
i needn't more to elaborate.
too much of this much,
i needn't more to acknowledge.

its just a magical journey ahead.
-ba chor and KBB story.-

2007-07-15T23:53:00.000-07:00

battle of the friday 13th.

the day i know how weak i was within.

2007-07-11T23:59:00.000-07:00

RT.

Simple.
who have i found?

1) The person i love most?
2) The person who love me most?
3) the person who i can communicate with the most?

and when all of these became a sudden night mare?
who would you depend on the most?

2007-07-06T07:45:00.000-07:00

i took a one last look at the picture i took
and sent it all back to the memories.

i tried to recall how much of a memory we had.
i tried to recall how much of a friendship we made.
i tried to recall how much of a value we are.
and all it comes back to nothing.
and as i continued to look ahead,
i found all the familiar faces turning their back at me.

as eyes shadowed and tears being shed,
i randomly find myself back.
yet with me is empty of hearts,
of which was hit by a dozen darts.
most have left, and who will stay?
who would care or even dare to say?
my class had split to an unusual cliques.
maybe some will even 'Mix and Pick'
and i rest my thoughts and my foes,
7 months of story slowly unfolds.
i shall halt a stop.

anyways i'm sorry.

2007-06-25T08:37:00.000-07:00

for each time i hope. for each time i know,
my heart just given more scattered as before.
its just more then utter disappointment.
and there's nothing you can do.
for i know
this poem can never rhyme.

2007-06-24T19:51:00.001-07:00

Life's Struggle
宋岳庭

http://wma995995.dj369.com/uuauth/zidong/2005-05-17-12/2005051712022_61604.wma

我睁开双眼踏入这个世界
妈妈给我生命现在让我自生自灭
这让我恐惧在我的眼里
每个人都戴着面具
回想过去难道生命就是这样延续？
我抽烟抽得我的肺都黑了
就像整个社会被人心笼罩着它也是黑的
我背着宿命的十字架
也渴望power, paper and respect
我想这大概就是human nature
佛家说烦恼即是菩提
我暂且不提
我倒是希望能够回到母体
老妈对不起
我时常把你气得跺脚
你说你后悔当初没有把我堕掉
每当我放学回家放下那沉重的背包
家里空无一人只残留着你香水的味道
那时我知道你那天晚上又要加班
我打开冰箱拿出微波炉吃冰的晚餐
老爸在凌晨两点钟醉醺醺地回家
我从睡梦中醒来只听到你们在吵架
我没有办法专心面对第二天的考试
老师他不喜欢我我也不喜欢老师
我讨厌穿制服我讨厌学校的制度
我讨厌训导主任的嘴脸讨厌被束缚
that's true
很多人不屑我的态度
他们说我太cool
警察不爽我都曾将我逮捕
i don't give a fuck about
人家说什么他们想说什么就说什么
但是他们算什么没有谁有权利拿他的标准衡量
我主宰是我自己随便人家如何想
我还是我
爱钱的女人只给凯子摸
不懂得用保险套的人别嫌孩子多
金钱力量虽大却生不带来死不带走
紧握着双拳的人们何时能松开手？
**life's a struggle 日子还要过
品尝喜怒哀乐之后又是数不尽的troubles
everyday 有多少问题要去面对
有多少夜痛苦烦恼着你无法入睡…
**life's a struggle 日子还要过
品尝喜怒哀乐之后又是数不尽的troubles
everyday 有多少问题要去面对
有多少夜痛苦烦恼着你无法入睡…
法庭严肃的空气逼得我快不能呼吸
当时面临着终生监禁的我开始反
省铁栏杆之后又是个截然不同的景象
刑犯们眼神中看不到一点和平的气象
仅有一寸短的铅笔写的是监狱风云
日记上描绘的不是美好的户外风景
自由在他们眼里才是憧憬
放一把自制武器在枕头旁
以防随时有人偷袭
有些人怀疑老婆在外偷情
有些人把家人寄来的信件一张一张好好收集
有些人二十四小时几乎在床上休息
有些人精神失常因为受不了打击
三个月如火如荼的漫长等待已过去
出狱后的我得面对三年的缓刑期
这也好一生中第一次感觉到幸福
但生命中的考验何止如此我不清楚
我不知道接下来还有什么会发生
翻开报纸的新闻又是看到放火杀人
还记得某年无意间发现的照片上面有阿姨对男人施行口交的恶心画面
这简直摧毁了她在我心目中的形象
我无法忘怀照片中那笑容多么淫荡
我抵抗胸口存在着不安及惶恐
我不断听到痛苦的声音在内心怒吼
**life's a struggle 日子还要过
品尝喜怒哀乐之后又是数不尽的troubles
everyday 有多少问题要去面对
有多少夜痛苦烦恼着你无法入睡…
**life's a struggle 日子还要过
品尝喜怒哀乐之后又是数不尽的troubles
everyday 有多少问题要去面对
有多少夜痛苦烦恼着你无法入睡…
不论我走到天南
不论我走到地北
不论我走到哪都见识到人心的虚伪
it's kinda funny
在人的眼里只有money
外表好像要帮你却只是想帮他自己
笑容可掬的脸后面
谁知道是个狼心狗肺
连朋友都能背叛
因为只有名利合他口味
她说她爱你的时候讲的是问心无愧搞
不好她爱的是你身后的荣华富贵
你可曾困惑
在你身旁谁是敌是友
对你落井下石的
可能就是你的挚友
你可曾经历当你最需要帮助的时候
平常跟你称兄道弟的人都突然失踪
亲爱的神
伟大的神
你可以怪我想法太过无知
但我只是人
我不信人因为人也不信我
不要问我为什么我最多只能告诉你这就是我
生命像海浪一样有时高有时低
你是否告诉自己坚强渡过各种时期
我从命运的天台放眼却看不到星空
漆黑的天空压在头顶使我不得轻松
在我心中找不到一个安静的角落
我不能再沈睡下去良心彷佛在笑
我它在说：有几天几夜老妈曾经为你以泪洗面
老爸他只顾己见希望之火只见熄灭
我接起电话是老爸憔悴的声音
虽没见面却不难想像他当时的神情
刚听完他最近失业的消息
脑海里马上浮现祖母的话警告我一定要争气
我已经放弃所有哭的理由
因为我早就习惯冷漠活在无情的现实
里头人生要如何起头？
改变要如何起手？
当活在泥沼中要如何才能金盆洗手？
**life's a struggle 日子还要过
品尝喜怒哀乐之后又是数不尽的troubles
everyday 有多少问题要去面对
有多少夜痛苦烦恼着你无法入睡…
**life's a struggle 日子还要过
品尝喜怒哀乐之后又是数不尽的troubles
everyday 有多少问题要去面对
有多少夜痛苦烦恼着你无法入睡…
**life's a struggle 日子还要过
品尝喜怒哀乐之后又是数不尽的troubles
everyday 有多少问题要去面对
有多少夜痛苦烦恼着你无法入睡…
**life's a struggle 日子还要过
品尝喜怒哀乐之后又是数不尽的troubles
everyday 有多少问题要...

2007-06-04T06:52:00.000-07:00

i'm starting to know,
the mystical power
that often people,
thank god about,
please god to help.

i'm starting to unfold,
the mystical power
that often gives
more then will,
more then strength.
to one self.

i'm starting to feel,
the mystical power
that often SHE,
who gives me,
helps me,
and most importantly
loves me.
and for who she is,
its all what angelical darkness is all about.

2007-05-24T06:47:00.000-07:00

i bared to see your suffer.

i bared to see you cry.

but all i need,

its just a little time.

when i could have you back

to make you mine.

time and time again,

and time went by.

i could only see you

from a distance,

far from time.

-RT

-i just happen to found this on my blog draft, wondering when did i wrote it. Random Thought indeed. 24/5 the date of draft, anyone any idea? :)

-Its not about anyone.

2007-05-19T22:21:00.000-07:00

i wish not to define people.
but i wish to let you know that you know who you are.
who are important to me.
i wish not to identify people
but i wish to let you know that you know who you are.
who are best friends to me.
i wish not to call upon people
but i wish to let you know that you know who you are.
who are loved by me.
i wish not to proclaim people
but i wish to let you know that you know who you are,
who you are will be who i will loved and truely loved,
and to be respected and to whom i share my happy and woes,
to whom is concerned,
i would like to let you know.
you are my best friends:)

2007-05-17T06:58:00.000-07:00

when did all this happen?
when did all this start?
when did all this become,
your misery past.

i know you have hurt deep,
you have hit hard,
and more of this
was all your
one sided part.

we did more of each
to stop the pain,
we did more of which
to stop the rain.

yet more of these
you didn't face.
more of these,
we had no obligations to say.

all we need is your understand,
all we want is your point to stay,
to stay the same,
not to part our ways.

yet it seems like soo impossible,
and almost irreversible.

i'll like to say sorry.
for past, now and future.
yet we feel that that's the best we can do,
for the past, now and future too.

2007-05-15T06:24:00.000-07:00

had yet one able to know.
the angelical darkness within.
to find the peace and harmony,
and so much more beneath.

i find it once,
when i was in secondary,
i found it now.
when i'm in poly.

i'm glad to know,
and soon to show,
that angelical darkness
is after all beside me.

here i am,
writing about this,
hoping no one will know
what i'm writing.
angelical darkness is
once again emphasize.

angelical darkness.
have anyone heard of this?

-a cloud and yukiko story.-
RT.

2007-05-14T15:32:00.001-07:00

should we part on the thursday evening,
would it be a better ending?

RT.
please,
this just part of my guilty.

2007-05-10T19:48:00.000-07:00

when chinese song depicts a story,
and english song depicts a feeling.

have you feel helpless.
and when my abilities taken away.
ohh my.
i'm so helpless now.
my mind's blank.
when thought running around.
someone just help me.

2007-05-07T02:38:00.000-07:00

i ought to reflect.
afterall,
i seems to do less of what i should,
and should do more than what i could.
could i be possibly thinking of what things would,
and would i do the same too.

2007-05-02T08:12:00.000-07:00

- positive / negative?-
line for thought.

"When things seems so clear and yet so wild, this can soon be my last."

2007-04-26T18:02:00.000-07:00

when dream's so real,
you dun wanna wake up.

they say dream ends when sunlight shines,
but why do i feel its raining now.

2007-04-24T19:45:00.000-07:00

i just wanna say,
i miss Ms Lim CS.
She's my heroine!
:)
a Pri5 memory.

2007-04-21T08:10:00.000-07:00

ITS GAME TIME!~

its time for everyone to stay tune at NBA now as it has already reached the playoffs! And because of the playoffs, i shall become a part time NBA Playoffs analynst!
First UP: Mavericks VS Golden State.
well its a old rivalary i must say. Johnson was the successor of Don, and well they met up once again with a common goal in mind. ironically, its just about hitting its heads on with each other's now. The season series was a 3-0 by Warriors and that i would not consider is as a sneak preview of what will comes this sunday. However, if Davis will to work hard enough, they might actually win. (Mavs in game of 4.-Mavs teamwork are way too much for the Warriors to handle.)
Next: Miami VS Chicago.
the defending champs seriously needs to work on both their offence and defence after all they could not depend on Wade alone. Being still recuperating from a shoulder injury, Wade needs more then just rest, Miami needs more than just points! Teamwork or maybe should Shaq even stood up among the rest to shoulder the responsibility. While on the other side, Chicago though lost both their second-seeding and their last season game, they are still looking strong with great players like Hinrich, Gordon, or even Tyrus Thomas. But they still need a breakthrough if they wan to get pass the defending Champs.( Bulls in 7.- I must say Heats needs to work much more then Bulls. Though Heats can still rely on its Shaq attack, the rest must focus too.)
:San Antonio VS Denver.
this is one of the MUST-WATCHED game in this year's playoffs. Both teams offers both strong offence and defence. Spurs had Bowen and Duncan, while Nuggets had Nene and Camby for the teams' D. O would be Parker and Ginobili. A.I and Melo. Both have what is takes to be at the playoffs. The key matchups in this series would actually lies on Camby in the paint, Bowen to stop the Melo's scoring spree and Blake with Parker duel. I felt that Steve Blake is one that you should need to notice after all. He might be the Next Jason Kidd in the making for the Nuggets. Mind you, he had more than 15 games with 7 or more assist in his records after he joined Nuggets. Though S.A have more experience in the playoffs, but Nuggets came in with a thirst of winning too. (Nuggets in 7- though its not surprising that Spurs would win, i would like an upset which might involves both the scoring leaders of the league.)

that's all for now. :) hehe

2007-04-20T07:02:00.000-07:00

i had myself at freezing point.

if you know me,
find me back.

2007-04-16T18:25:00.000-07:00

you makes me wonder,
you makes me ponder.
choices made,
should i stand firm.

i have made mine clear,
i have made mine worth.
its time you made yours,
but i shall not interfere.

i thought that 3 days was harsh,
never imagine what comes now.
i though it was simple,
never imagine what comes how.

i don't wish to play this game.
if you know how i feel,
please feel for me.
i do have feelings too.

i didn't hold back my tears,
i just have none,
but deep down somewhere close,
in the middle of the night,
its just another aching heart.

i've being through tons before,
and not surprising,
this situation was the hardest to unfold,
both for me and you.

i wishes to grab hold of you tight,
all days and all nights,
but somehow i feel,
i've done what i should,
and its all up to you.

please just don't let it drag,
mutiples days,
multiples nights,
its just too much for each of us to fight.

if we are different,
then be it,
it just a conincidence,
mabe its just another mistake.

2007-04-14T19:38:00.000-07:00

i had my fears, i had my worries.
i had to think, much of which you're facing.

sometimes its red, sometimes its green,
yet at this moment, you're still pondering.

i have no intentions to push your limits,
but at this moment, i will be waiting.

but please,
don't let this long,
because,
the difficult times will prolong.

i'll be happy with any decisions you made,
even maybe you say we're a mistake.

all in all, i'll like to say,
my green light's on,
for you to stay.

2007-04-12T10:36:00.001-07:00

what happen to my 10 days friendship.
i'm curious on reason why.
what happen to my dreading necklock.
i'm curious on reason why.
what happen to all those SRAs.
i'm curious on reason why.

maybe
i'm lazy.
tired.
grueling 3 days.

but suppose aren't we suppose to bond further.
i'm tired
let's talk about it tmr.

------------------------------------------------
my one last debrief.
:)

2007-04-10T05:28:00.000-07:00

hahahahahha.

me myself and the FHMs.

------------------------------

RT:
i felt bad i lied.
i felt bad i cried.
i felt bad i lied. again.

HA!
sorry.
i'm on the high.

basketball trip was fun today:)
mushimaro to N2.
your smile.

2007-04-09T07:21:00.000-07:00

ohh if i rather,
stop the flow,
dime the glow.

ohh please don't.
i would rather,
not.
brighten the glow,
stengthen the flow.

for what might happen,

it might break,

it might snap.

for what i believe in,
actions are not meant to be
for what they believe in,
what will , will eventually be.

if you know what i mean.
what happened was what had happened.
what's happening was what i am confused of happening.
it just seem everything's repeating.

please don't help me.
let me get this out.
if i am me.

and if you're you,
what would you do,
about this?

2007-04-07T05:43:00.000-07:00

my words were my tools,
to use, to express, to scale.
as i took a road down,
i found myself nothing but emptiness.
finally, i had something called nothingness.
i couldn't help thinking,
i thought my choice was clear.
yet its seems on going,
and it was more than near.

i wish to shot my mind.
once for my decision.
twice for my stubborness.
3rd time for all the mess i created.
and
last time for me to die jaded.
and,
as when my visions starts to fade.
i took one last look at the world.
thinking
"please make me fully dead"
at least i know,
for once, i needn't worry.
twice, i needn't scare.
3rd time, for i cares nothing to be lazy.
last time, for nothing i want to get.

and for you girl,
there's nothing i want to get.

2007-04-05T08:49:00.000-07:00

back-tune,
back to the future,
and,
where i know your true colours.

a matter of fact,
i'm pretty tired.
a matter of fact,
i'm pretty scared.
a matter of fact,
i've stumbled.
a matter of fact,
i 've fallen.

it ain't what you see its true,
ain't how you feel its true,
ain't what you hear its true.
its how you believe,
on how true is you wan see, hear,feel,
to let the truth be as how you wan it to be.
of course, its just how you feel yourself, its true.
a matter of fact,
i've lied to myself and the world.

a matter of fact,
things are better not be revealed.

and if,
i should find in the past,
what if its true,
will i true to my heart?
or,
should i just be true to my gut?

my mind's a mess,
a clumsy mess.
yet sober i am.
with all the info i get,
i want to get out of this test.
slowly i guess.

back-tune,
back to the future.
and,
where i know your true colours.

2007-04-03T10:17:00.000-07:00

i'm a deep thought thinker,
thus i tend to hide.

i've lost everthing,
yet i'm delight in it.
Cause i know,
i've found myself back.

2007-04-02T02:55:00.000-07:00

and when its so late,
and i could still write an entry here.
it just mean there's something wrong.
it just mean that's something not right.
it just mean that weileong got some sleepless nights.
and
its just mean that weileong needs a lullaby.

2007-03-28T19:58:00.000-07:00

my lost memories.

lots of 'did i?'
lots of 'i didn't know.'
lots of ' really mehz?'

and lots lots more.

4 years indeed a short man.
yet,
4 years is been a wonderful gain.

4 years has being a longest game.

and if,
through this 4 years,
i made mistakes and errors,
please forgive.
and if,
through this 4 years,
i left footprints and forgets,
please forgive.
and if,
all these will to be true and fades,
please forgive.
For all i could try to remain,
i've tried my best.

and indeed of all that have lost,
please help me to revive these memories again.

2007-03-24T09:50:00.000-07:00

i love stories of others.
my life ain't interesting,
ain't colourful.
ain't the way you look at it.
my friends ain't that much,
ain't that of what you think of.

i wish upon a wishing star.
for all and all,
i wish their story would be nice and sweet,
and all in all,
i wish their stories would have a happy ending.

though,
once a person told me,
stories with happy endings are stories that have not ended.
RT- 'thank' it through.

2007-03-24T08:55:00.000-07:00

How ironic,
when National Education commercial,
asked the citizens to compare,
Singapore to Kacang Puteh,
Its just a mixture of nuts.
( A commercial sadistic.)

when it happens.

2007-03-14T05:42:00.000-07:00

Happy White Valentine.

And if i'm suppose to reply to the present,
i wish we would be friends.
i wish we would still chat.
and i wish we would be normal.
Just like any good friends will.
thanks
alot.

hope you'll be fine.
:)

2007-03-13T05:24:00.000-07:00

When the world starts spinning, and i stop moving.

RT-
Have ever anyone measure the depth of love, the distance of infatuation, the impact of crush, and the lasting of interest?

and of all.

FUN day out with N2!:):):)

2007-02-21T19:00:00.000-08:00

RT-

to find.

the peace,
the harmony,
the quiet within.

And to find out
how dark the society would be.

to find.

the serene,
the balance in me.

And to find out
the truth normally ends with nothing.

to find.

the love,
the hope,
the missing piece.

And to find out
she's all along just beside me.

-----------------------------
HAO MA FAN AR!!!

2007-02-20T08:08:00.000-08:00

i'm soo dead.

anyways my blog is once again alive.

My mind's not my move,
i'm not at any groove.
Where's my ultimate truth?
I'm all in a lie of proof,
How could i get my ass out this roof?
This droppin roof...
I need my hands to hold,
need my heart to know,
need my mind to grow,
need my action to show.
And all in all,
i need my fears to froze.
-21.2.07-

2007-01-11T07:33:00.000-08:00

i thought i would never touch this again.

when you left.
you leave me
2 photos
and 2 stories to tell.
and a whole lot of memories to ponder about.

when you left.
you leave me
2 hours
and 2 seconds to dwell.
and a whole lot of legacy to reminise about.

sorry i make you cry.
you know what.
i had my tears fall
on my cheeks to dry.

soon after you left the train.
i nearly fall insane.

a coffee club memory.
11.1.07

2006-12-21T08:42:00.000-08:00

i left crying to the silence of the night.
the howling seems so serene and light.
it should all end and left alone.
its like saving a useless drip off the end of the zone.

let's put an end at least for now.
when you're feeling sad, and i'm going down.
and leave it all to fate and a future vow.

should there be a chance to remain the same,
and may the snow starts to rain.
i guess its time for us to meet again.
and by then,
its a right time to reunion our fate and replay the game.

i think its better this way.....
ifyou there
i'll take all my life to wait at the bay.

2006-12-17T17:04:00.000-08:00

the atmosphere is so dead.
and its seems not gonna soon fade.
its more then 8 weeks to go.
and its seems like its soo fucking slow.
the routine soo jaded.
and it seems all the dull phone calls is all i most hated.
everyday was a boring day.
maybe it would be more exciting if comes is friday.
at least i'm lookin forward for a worthy break.
ohh save me from this hell i've take.......

2006-12-16T08:41:00.000-08:00

supposing a day without you.

who is the one you say the last goodbye.
or try to remember the one who grant your flight.

its you who makes my day.
who just chases my rain away.
its you who makes my day.
who find my sunset bay.
its you who makes my day.
who leads my darkness way.

if its today.
i'm sure its a great nightmare.

but wait.
now who's the one create this dismay.
i've yet to find one to make my day!
its you i'm finding everyday.
its a prayer everynight i pray.
dear lord find me 'her' i say.

2006-12-11T05:59:00.000-08:00

i fall from grace
to know the pleasant sight.
its your amazing face
i know i'm on a highest flight.

i fall from grace
to see your pretty face.
soon not after started the race.
its a wild goose chase.

your looks, beauty and grace,
simple making me amaze.
for hours staring at her.
i'm simply at a daze.

2006-12-10T21:14:00.000-08:00

Operation: Transformer Bra.

Target: Bra
Objectives: Transformation.
Date Due: 24th Dec 2006
Validity: 9 days.
Project manager: Grace, Leong
Committee: Sathya, Xiong, Dihua, Jia Ling, Cow.
Projects Start Date: 13th Dec 2006

Transformation Details.
Change in Hair style.
Purification of Face.
Change in Dress Sense.
Level of Confidence.
Level of Charm.

Optional Changes.
Sex Orientation.

Results available in 2 weeks time.

Thank You.

2006-11-30T08:13:00.000-08:00

revive, relive, re-dream
its a RE-Union theme.

thanks everyone:)

2006-11-26T21:19:00.003-08:00

hey hey hey
its time.
i'm not gonna make you mine.

evidence was there
and it appears to be fair.
the facts and happening
its all in the mood of the dare.

i ain't gonna tell you who is she.
she's just a natural beauty.
and all my love being there.
was alll the worth and while.

i ain't telling how deep,
how her image slip
into my heart
yeah, i'm hit.

i ain't telling you why
its just a simple theory
its a addicting wine,
my love fury.

2006-11-26T21:19:00.002-08:00

2006-11-25T07:39:00.000-08:00

its time to due.
or plainly to renew.

days back wasn't the same.
maybe its the action we did or the language we say.

vague memories was erased.
its time to drag us back from a brand new day.

for us its plainly graphic.
and the thoughts was simply a cloudy haze.

its time to renew,
its a memory due.
its time to move on
and let the previous fused.

random thoughts.
:)

2006-11-17T08:07:00.000-08:00

time to know
past to show.
its time due for my road to go.

recent fate
current date.
simply too much thoughts of madness
so it doesn't fade.

its being 2 years long
or maybe mind hoax.
but let it be,
no one's expects to be this.

its a rare occasion,
maybe its just a simply fusion.
for wad our friendship is,
i hope its still a current fashion.

i wan you to know,
or simply to show.
you're my sister,
one that i call my own.
:)
jovin its for you.

2006-11-15T23:04:00.001-08:00

when did this becomes a chore.
or had i becomes a blogger whore.
i felt so numb
that pain exist no more.
and to whom i speaks
to whom i seeks?
to whom i sees
or should i sees seeks speaks no more.
its just my jaded routine.

2006-11-15T17:37:00.000-08:00

angel without wings cannot fly.

reminiscing.

blast from the past
days that wouldn't last.
i hope someday
it will be back.
to be back
on that very day.

that's a deal, a pact.
we promise at the end.

3 years past.
it have yet turned to a fact.
and you still owe me a kit kat!!
haha

2006-11-13T00:06:00.000-08:00

i shall make it colourful.

i didn't know much either.
or maybe the feelings neither.

but i know there's a special moment
which i know i need to treasure.

you're someone special.
i simply need to care.

and one things for sure.
you're the only one for me.

that's no lies or pleasure.
its my truth indeed.

my random thoughts.

2006-11-01T19:38:00.000-08:00

i failed to admit
its a fact yet to be seen.
i failed to admit
the thought i'm hiding.
i failed to admit
you're the one i miss.
i failed to admit
i'm raging green.
i failed to admit
you're my only kin.
i fail to admit
i'm in love with you.

random thought.

2006-10-31T00:46:00.003-08:00

stronger.

its a blank thought i'm getting,
its a decent girl i'm missing.
its a rainy day i'm having
its a confused mind i'm thinking.
and
its a sweet you i'm yearning

i've being out of my mind.
and its all worth my time.
all about you it seems
but i think its fine.
if you're all mine.
:)

2006-10-31T00:46:00.002-08:00

2006-10-31T00:46:00.001-08:00

2006-10-18T01:03:00.000-07:00

who can i say.
who can i remind.
who can i speak.
who can i think.

Of you was there to fly.
i was there to dive.
of you was there to hide
i was there to find.
Of you was there to occupy.
i was out of my mind.

-ramdom thoughts:)-

2006-10-15T09:24:00.000-07:00

let go.

not that i didn't try,
or just that i lie.
its just a part
and also parcel of life.

a becon of light,
as hopes seems to shine.
maybe its too sudden.
but always let me whine.

for a while or moment.
soon i'll be on my feet
and ready to get high.:)

its not about the past anymore.
its a future i behold.
a greater life.
before
i even die.

peeps..
its a future you behold.
your destiny lies what's not behind.

2006-10-08T09:43:00.000-07:00

If i die.
i wishes to fade away.
i wishes not to be remembered.
i wishes its not known.
i wishes it would be soon.
i wishes it comes painless.
i wishes dying without regrets.
i wishes to tell her i love her again.

If you die.
i want you to know. that
you will be remembered.
you wil be in my heart.
you will be happy.
you will be missed.
for i.
will not cry.
will one day unite with you again.

for dying is not a big things.
its just part and parcel of life.
its a common experience.
its a way that people need to go.

i wishes before i die.
i'll have the chance to let you know.
how much i care.
its more than love this time.
its about protectin you the rest of my life.
its about your future and your happiness.
:)
that's all i wish for.
and before i die.

2006-10-06T08:59:00.000-07:00

a brand new you.
i see a difference now.
yet for another reason.
you added another frown.

we bare no knives,
neither the truth we find.
but if you can't open up.
there's no use in lies.

i see you coping
i hope you're alrite.
out of nothing.
i dun expect you.
to also confine.

i'm open. to a limit.
i open to public.
but i open at a certain price.
and that's to write,
words in deep.

think it over.
think it though.
if you have a better way to find,
or either to hide.

get a notice,
post an entry.

say it no more.
or tell everything.
or.
merely.
just write it deeply.
and shall it die
there.

now. you decide.
:)

2006-10-04T02:37:00.000-07:00

a secret crush.

my eyes nvr left her shadow.
my tears has yet to flow.
its being a nice joke.
the motion is just hard to follow.

she resembles a figure,
a simply demure girl.
how close can i get,
before she's my girl?

gradual flow.
getting cold.
this event had got on hold.

i got to know.
i got to show.
i should be bold.
to let her known.

its simply a careless joke.

people know
people show
please be noted
my thought's a joke. :)

2006-09-22T09:05:00.000-07:00

a 3 part special.

I.
The world is far more complex as it seems.
Why not making it simpler?
or going journeys further?
or making things last longer?
or trying to stay stronger?
or justifying laws harsher?
or just making the world better?
by thinking happier?
would it be great? better?
or maybe its humans. are the warrior.
impossible to change.
anyways....
the warrior are all evil.
me too i dun deny.

II.
Do you remember happy new year?
i hope you do.
the bear i gave.
the words you said.
the promise we make.
can we change abit?

for me....
i have a different outlook
a great impression of you
that never change.

for you ....
you had a greater prospect
a great future you hold
that never deter.

for us ....
let it changed.
let it deter.
for our future lies on you and me.

III.
you're still my perfect lover.
perfect girl.
perfect wife.
and still a perfect friend.
for which it hold eternity.

hold on dear.
get it clear.
for when it last eternity.

grab tight the promise.
as you will be greatly missed.
for whom it last eternity.

you are someone decent.
its my only reason.
for why it last eternity.

-leong-

2006-09-15T09:18:00.000-07:00

to whom i pour.

shall i reveal
the true mean
of life and living.
shall i move on
about the past and
heaven.
shall i hear
the grief and sorrow.
but
to whom should i pour.
after all, the give and take theory
was proven wrong all the time.
or should i even start raining in the first place..

i know on one knows.
but its my life.
and i shall not be bothered.
if chance given to die.
why not,
its not a life you want to live for anyways.

think twice.
for which theory of the universe
can also be wrong.
there's no definite
in a world that we live alone.

2006-09-09T03:09:00.000-07:00

my point ain't being perfect in life.
my point is.
being who you want to be..

dump by friends.

deal by blows.
doubt with questions.
down with sorrows.
but one thing you must hold.
yourself and your mind.
for you are the strongest
when you're strong in your thoughts.

2006-09-06T09:17:00.000-07:00

once or twice a day
i shall look up
and pray upon the sky.
wish you're be alright
you will sleep tight.
untill the next morning comes
and slowly
maybe letting me in
though all these windows
and doors
you'll find.
a better part of me.