this....

sudden.. strange..unique.. just 'you' and me. whos 'you'? that's 'you'? who that's some one i'm not sure who yet. haha strange isn't it? i think hor.. i am going crazy.. ahaha just sudden thought. okz... this blog is just a sudden change sooo nothing is on it.. just this post is the new one .. yupp sorry about that eh.
being noticing and observing changes going around me. others and me?
[Cried on the walls of Fate, Blind by the lights of Flame. Maybe its just another dream.]

Being confused in the midst of exams is certainly a worry. I'm kinda bothered by alot of things. Alot of them i can't really explain. Some of it well its just extraterrestrial. Well the rest if just you and me.

Its soo late at night, oo well i should say, its early in the morning. very early. i can't sleep... i don't seems to be tired. i don't seems to be happy either. Laughing is a routine, pain is a burden. But if its a routine its not an enjoyment any more, its a burden then. And if its a burden, its definitely a pain. An unbarable pain too. This pain is strange, unidentified, stupid, foolish, unexplainable.

I didn't speak to anyone about this. Well maybe i just don't know how to start and to end. This might take forever, or even it wouldn't end. Or maybe its 'you' that's needed to heal this wound. This silly wound is left alone for 'you' to approach and heal this never-ending wound.

its confusing yet understandable at the same time...
quite amazed, yet disturbing... overall its contradicting.. for me myself and my brain.