let this thought rest.
deep bottom.
after the major.
then i go full blast.
i mean it.
watch out my powers!
ha! i'm ready for the major.
and also the aftermath process!
wahaha

have you ever
felt the urge to say
hey girl.
how's your day.
or look at the offline nick.
praying to god.
ohh gosh. please let me click.
everynight, talking to yourself.
humming those love songs.
that makes you smile.
writing blog entries.
about her life, jokes, hobbies.
or start to craze
about her stories.
and always.
stumble upon her.
the topics nvr came.
your mind in a blur!
maybe.
that's love... ha!

guan jie. that's for you! to your her.

Life's supposed to be meaningless.
Grace's supoosed to be kindness.
Actions' supposed to be harshness.
But Soon.
Its all gonna be emptiness.
The glory to saddness.
Soon.
The world will
return to its nothingless.

Humans are purely useless!
ha!

refresh from stories.
great deal of memories.
they said they'll wait.
till the very end.
for some one special.
for some one true.

i forgot the basics
and went off course.
Just like a car without driver.
there's no driving force.

pardon my mistake.
comfort my fears.
get me done and over.
find my dear.
ha!

cloud and yukiko.

They say.
Laughter is the best remedy.
I say
Laughter is the best melody.
They say.
Laughter is the mocking.
I say
Laughter is the enjoying.
They say.
Laughter is the crazy.
I say
Laughter is the norm.


Coz i'm laughing about life.
about you
about me
about the
about the living of humans.

Laughing your way through.
is the way of my life.

Say i'm crazy.
i don't mind.