i bared to see your suffer.

i bared to see you cry.

but all i need,

its just a little time.

when i could have you back

to make you mine.



time and time again,

and time went by.

i could only see you

from a distance,

far from time.

-RT

-i just happen to found this on my blog draft, wondering when did i wrote it. Random Thought indeed. 24/5 the date of draft, anyone any idea? :)

-Its not about anyone.

i wish not to define people.
but i wish to let you know that you know who you are.
who are important to me.
i wish not to identify people
but i wish to let you know that you know who you are.
who are best friends to me.
i wish not to call upon people
but i wish to let you know that you know who you are.
who are loved by me.
i wish not to proclaim people
but i wish to let you know that you know who you are,
who you are will be who i will loved and truely loved,
and to be respected and to whom i share my happy and woes,
to whom is concerned,
i would like to let you know.
you are my best friends:)

when did all this happen?
when did all this start?
when did all this become,
your misery past.

i know you have hurt deep,
you have hit hard,
and more of this
was all your
one sided part.

we did more of each
to stop the pain,
we did more of which
to stop the rain.

yet more of these
you didn't face.
more of these,
we had no obligations to say.

all we need is your understand,
all we want is your point to stay,
to stay the same,
not to part our ways.

yet it seems like soo impossible,
and almost irreversible.

i'll like to say sorry.
for past, now and future.
yet we feel that that's the best we can do,
for the past, now and future too.

had yet one able to know.
the angelical darkness within.
to find the peace and harmony,
and so much more beneath.

i find it once,
when i was in secondary,
i found it now.
when i'm in poly.

i'm glad to know,
and soon to show,
that angelical darkness
is after all beside me.

here i am,
writing about this,
hoping no one will know
what i'm writing.
angelical darkness is
once again emphasize.

angelical darkness.
have anyone heard of this?

-a cloud and yukiko story.-
RT.

should we part on the thursday evening,
would it be a better ending?

RT.
please,
this just part of my guilty.

when chinese song depicts a story,
and english song depicts a feeling.

have you feel helpless.
and when my abilities taken away.
ohh my.
i'm so helpless now.
my mind's blank.
when thought running around.
someone just help me.

i ought to reflect.
afterall,
i seems to do less of what i should,
and should do more than what i could.
could i be possibly thinking of what things would,
and would i do the same too.

- positive / negative?-
line for thought.

"When things seems so clear and yet so wild, this can soon be my last."